Tuesday, October 20, 2009

No mood~~

Tuesday(20/10/09)

近来不知怎么搞的?心情很闷……
感觉很不舒服,
或许是下个星期的考试即将来临吧!
开始有点压力~
原本很有心情练舞的,
但因此而被我取消了!!
最近很烦,我从这星期开始,
电话也少碰了~


我还是喜欢朋友在我身边,
有她们陪我说笑聊天,
让我心情也没那么低落,
mp的演出,我也不太想出了,
但还是得出,没办法~
我发觉今年的我变了,
变得会给压力自己!!
以前的我完全不把考试放在眼里,
现在考试都还没到,
我竟然会有害怕的感觉,
我开始讨厌考试,
我害怕成绩不能比上次好,
我害怕名次会比上次低,
什么都开始怕了……


要求完美的我却又担心演出不好,
因为是这星期六的演出,
我几乎每天都在和by讨论着这件事,
我甚至到by家去讨论到深夜才回家,
功课也没什么温习到,
我在家很难读得进脑,
反而和朋友一起我比较有心机~~

什么都多了~ 
心事多了、烦恼多了、压力也多了,
只有在学校才会有点欢笑,
相信这星期的每一天,
我都会留在学校至下午才回,
嗨~我只会自我安慰说“顺其自然吧~”
但做不做得到,还是要等到考试后才懂~


好了,我累了……
我就写到这吧~~ 
中五的考生加油咯……^^




8 comments:

☆°蛋挞°★ said...

well, dun give urself so many stress ok? none of 1 human being is perfect~
just make it easy dude =) leave ur life free~
just think that u planning the MP is for enjoy, not for tension..
so that u will feel more happy than that , gayao la ^^
huh..suddenly call form5 student gayao, qi guai de xiu mui mui, hahahaha~
i got that experience be4 la, be4 exam then start tension ><
but i just try my best to do it, so i blief that u can do it also ^^
try to not be nervous when exam, sleep early and drink more water..
then u can handle ur exam very easy, belief ur SENIOR, hahaha(kd kd XD)
ok la, gayao in ur life+ exam+ MP..=)

★Jane Lim★ said...

thank u very much yah~~^^
i know that... actually i'm not too annoy MP.
i juz felt too boring in these school~~
u know?? i think go 2 school so waste my time~
i donno go 2 school for wat!! i think i do my revision in my own house is better than stay in school~~~
yeah, i will try my best!!! n_n

☆°蛋挞°★ said...

hahaha, i know ur class is worse..
(including teacher..)
all this my cousin got told me be4..
eat durian..ply in class..
but u dun have choice ah, u have to gambateh urself..
actually many class also like that, just some will gambateh, some oledi give up..
that's y we form5 worry that smk jinjang will drop..
nvm la, u just try ur best to study loh..
do ur own revision..go tuition..this is the only way u have~

★Jane Lim★ said...

haha~~ thx for ur support!!!
yah, so bad!!!! haiz.....
my exam hav started!! haiz....
everyday not enough sleep leh~~~~ cham....
listen to Liang said both of ur exam will start at 18/11 oh... still hav a few weeks....
u gambateh too loh~~~~ ^^

☆°蛋挞°★ said...

hmm..yeap~
and after u finish ur exam, we left 1 week to communicate at skul only,haha~
going graduate la..so "bu she de"..
but nvm la..i will remember u all ^^

not enough sleep? me either, hehe..
preparing for spm..until going crazy lol
but suan la, got many problem occur in this few days..
but i blief i can solve it well..=)

★Jane Lim★ said...

r u sure u can remember all??
howver, kep intouch with me la!! haha....
duck han yam cha... ^^
wat happen to u?? can u share wif me??
mayb i can giv u some idea!!!

☆°蛋挞°★ said...

hmm..of coz cant remember all la..
better than din study at all..rite?
so..just do some revision loh..

duck han ah..see la, i very free after spm..
but is between december to march la, haha..
after that i dunno im going where jor, so..
if wan date me date at that time loh ^^

hmm..like class fee loh..
im bendahari of class..wan graduate jor still nid pay fee==
coz photostate too many trial paper..
always do exercise..but i dun think it's work..
just waste money..hahaha~
and..problem between friends la..
many friend becum very sellfish..
begun to hate them..
but suan la, going graduate loh.. =)

★Jane Lim★ said...

actually i think i also can't go out yam cha wif u la~~ both of ur friends i also donno....
how can i go??? ==

cheh~~ u think i still is 3 years old "xiu mui mui"ah?? annoying wif ur cls fees~~~
don lie la....
both of u n liang teach me one, juz leave ur life easily ah~~~ y think too much???
if u think too much, u must b unhappy.....

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