❤Car Examination❤

Tuesday(21.12.2010)

今天的我，很累很累……
简直累到不会说~
一早起床(已经很迟睡了)>.<, 准备去考车~
不错啦~ 不需要等很久……
Mountain, parking, 2 point turn......
3个过完~ 刚开始吓到我和几个刚认识的女生，
很多人一上山就fail了……
我一上车，深呼吸……
继续!!!! 
哇hand brek
紧到死咯~ >.< 我还要两只手拉哦~
parking我竟然过叻~ 我还记得师傅批我过不到的~
哈哈哈哈哈 ……
其他都不错啦~ 懂pass了，心都安心了~


没有照片，也是要去拍～
嗨～又搭车去妈妈公司，妈妈说带我去拍，顺便回家～
好咯～拍了照，又拿回去中心那里～
过后才回家～
累啊!!!! 一冲好凉，立刻躺下睡觉哦～


发觉自己跟我那位知己没什么话题了～
就连信息，他也开始学会不回复了～
大概是知己缘的寿命将结束吧～
算吧～一切随缘了～
反正有一天关心他的工作不再需要我去做了～
终于考完试了～放下了心头大石～
现在的我就是狂出街!!!!! >.<
哈哈哈……
今天累了～不多说～
得空再上来吧～

◇ My conclusion in my life of year 2010 ◇

Tuesday(14.12.2010)

Today, I have a lot of free time....
decided to write my blog....
and tell all my friends about all of my life in 2010....｡◕‿◕｡

❤ Life ❤

For those the days, I lived in an unhealthy life...

The first, I almost slept in midnight about 2-5am,

and I woke up at 9-11am....

this made me got many pimples.....>.<
Actually I don't know what kind of life for me now???
Everyday....everyday....
I don't know what I think about!
Except examination,I just can concentrate on it~
I hope after 2010, I won't be like that again~

★ School ★
Already last....
My last paper for SPM! 
YES! ｡◕‿◕｡
After SPM, I quite busy....

I need to take a car exam,

and oversea wif mom,

after come back, I need to prepare for my college~

However, keep my mood and try my best~

Hope my SPM result will be good!

♫ My mood ♫

I can 100% say that for this year, my mood is totally bad and bad~ 

Don't ask me why, because I wanna ask my friends about the reason also~

trouble and trouble~

my friends trouble for their things, and me trouble for my mind~
I wouldn't tell you more at here~

Just already passed, don't think too much~

Tonight, I'm very unhappy~

I just finished the exam for SPM....the last second paper...

I played computer in the afternoon, 

I thought: hmm.... very good~ a very good mood today~ can rest more and play more~

6pm slept until 8pm, I went to my cousin house.....

9pm, went back to my home....

when I sat in front of my computer, my father.....

bra~ bra~ bra~

He made me felt very unhappy.....

He said I din't understand about him.....

I really wan to ask: Aren't you understand me also???

NO! They don't!!!!
everything, DON'T!!!!

he doesn't about my feeling.....

I also wanna to ask " Who understand my feeling??? "

I really can't "tahan"~

I cried out....

in my room.....

My dad din't know because I adjusted the volume of my computer to the highest~

He couldn't hear....

I called someone, and he came to my house and accom me went out....

I'm very thx for him because he understood about me, and he cared about me also....

After that, I really din't want to go back my home, he knew that I haven't take my dinner,

so he fetched me went to take my dinner....

We chatted together.....

For this time wasn't same wif last time that went out wif bbt.....

the feelings same like before....

very comfortable....

He told me that he wanna to go to college next year,

can't meet him always le.....

when I unhappy, must take care myself....

actually I know, I couldn't want him accom me always....

I need to take care myself....

Something that I don't understand also...

I don't understand who I do not bear with his depart from here....

If we never borke up, I believe that we would be the top couple until now....

well, he is my best friend~

thx a lot for him.....

And I'm very apologize to him also.....

due to he fetched me went out, then got a "saman"....=='

RM50, minum teh loh.....

but I must give back to him, if not, I really don't dare to date him any more....

so sorry to him here.....

For me, unhappy, I got him.....

For him, I wanna to tell him, when you unhappy, tell me also.....

I accom u!

Don't scare to hurt me any more, I can tell you, I'm nothing.....

Next, preparing for last paper...

I can't sleep late any more.....

whether I don't feel tired....

I don't want to pimples follow me jor.... >.<

And must wake up earlier....

can't sleep over 10am.....

I must succeed!!! gayao, everyone in the last paper!

❤A happy day~ ❤

Thursday(10.12.2010)

Now is 2.41am....
I'm updating my blog... ^^
I went to Green Apple cafe yamcha with Lau Yang, Jun Yong, Ken Yong and Mun Chun...
Actually we just said wanna yamcha,
how we knew that we went to brem mall and sang K after yamcha.... ><
We went to Green Apple about 8.30pm~
Something happened in the cafe that made me so "Yu....." >.<
we arrived Green Apple and found a sit....
I took up the menu....
The singer looked at me and said,
"wow... so sweet~ u see, the girl can bring 4 boys came out yam cha...."
After saying like that, everyone looked at me at the same time....
Oh, my god!!! ><
I used the menu covered my face as fast as I could..... ><
Sorry loh, was my girl's friends put my aeroplane loh~ 


well, I took a photo wif Yang at Green Apple....

about 10.15pm, we decided to Brem Mall sang k....
wahahaha~ HAPPY!!!!
I quite a long time didn't sing k jor...
5 of us went there together....^^
12.30am just went back home....^^

Yang, Lau Yang and me~ ^^
sing k....^^

Yang and me...^^

Yang "shua" cool....^^

sing together...^^


very happy tonight....
thx for them....^^

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The first week that I din msg with him le...
I din find him, and he din find me also....
The record that we msg for half and a year,
never surpassed a week that din msg....
and today, the record alrdy broke.....
YES!!!!!! ^^
well, he started his busy life.....
Hope him all the best la~ haha....XD
I will care about him all the time even he din msg for me,
coz he is my best friend in boys.....


Gayao la~ I hope u all the best here....
hahha.... he won't know also la.....
he doesn't have my blog address....^^
well, gayao....^^

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SPM, last 2 papers....><
next week, BC!!!
Apple, wait for me ah..... ><


account for today!!
One word: DIED!!!
I did many exercise,
dokumen, perkongsian, penyata.......
every that very hot ques in pass year.....
but for this year.....=='
I took up the paper, and just asked:" what happen oh?? shit man!! 爆冷门啊?" 
==' all of those ques were Akaun akaun akaun......
akaun hutang lapuk, akaun hutang lapuk terpulih.....
what is that????
damn shit loh!!!! ><
went out from the hall, my friends asked me how??
I just replied that DIED!!!!


I dun bother everything now....
BC and economics last 2 papers.....
BC I dunno la.....
but for economics, I want A!!!!!!

❤ Shopping~ ❤

Saturday(4.12.2010)

I went to Sungai Wang and Time Square with my cousin brother yesterday~
Actually I didn't plan anything de....
when I woke up, I felt a bit bad mood and I knew that if I stayed at home,
I was sure that I would think too much....
thn I took up my phone and called my cousin,
we didn't go out quite a long time jor....
1pm, we took bus went to Chowkit and took monorail went to S.W~
Shopping.......lalalalalala~ ^^

out from home.... ^^

arrived S.W~

I'm looking for the beautiful Christmas stage...^^

this is that stage la~ ^^ very nice....

we took a photo 2gether...^^

I like the Christmas tree.... ^^

look carefully, actually the white flowers r very nice~ ^^

eating in Kim Gary....^^

waiting for the food coming....^^

after eating, yam yam cha~ ^^ sweet...

time square has a very big christmas tree....^^

can I dance on the stage?? ^^

雪人~ 我爱你~^^

took a photo while we were waiting for the train....^^
















very tired on that day....
while, thx for Matthew accom me for a whole day~
and let me didn't think so much.... ^^
love u yah~ ^^


Christmas is coming.... I scared on it...
Is it I want to be alone again???
actually I know I hope u can accom me, but u wont know also....
coz he didn't see my blog....
well, even be alone, Happy Merry Christmas everyone~ ^^

◇ What can I do? ◇

Friday(3.12.2010)

Tonight, Im very tired..... very very tired~
even I feel tired right now, but I unable to sleep...
because I know I can't sleep....
whole of my brain is.... him~
Had a gathering with them juz now.....
I'm appreciate for whole the time, really.....
he sat beside me, but the feeling isn't same like before.....
really different~ 
After taking dinner, we went to carrefour and bought something that they wanted....
walked and walked....
As I looked at him, in my heart already told him "I very miss u for those the time...."
we didn't chat like before....
I started to feel sad and sorrow....


I looked at his comment.....
Actually, he texted her every night say "good night"
before, he did like that for me also...
but not now again....
My heart, like want to break....
Something that I have done tonight....
in facebook, I tried to msg her....
I hope she can give him a chance.....
I know that I'm sad when I sent this msg....
but I also know that, when he feels happy equal to I feel happy....
my friends asked me to give up him,give up and give up!!!
I don't know can I do it?
Actually I don wan also.... just because of we r a pair of good bosom friends....


I hate him! Actually I'm very hate him!
angry and angry... when I saw their picture and comments...
but, when he texted me, and said "sry..."
the bad emo will disappear instantly.....
WHY? Who can tell me why??
Actually I already forgot him for a long time....
but, received back his msg, the feelings came back at once....
for now, I don't hope anything....
just hope that I can help him as my best when he needs my help.....
I want him be happy....
before mom asked me " you make him happy, who make u happy?"
I dunno..... I really dunno.... just, tell myself, Jane, be happy....


What can I do?? Can I don wan to bother him??
will he feel unhappy if I dun bother him??
I really wan to know.... but.....
NO ONE can tell me the answer.....

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My SPM, just have last 3 papers....
those 6 papers quite good~ ^^
but, for history, I'm sure I'm going to die... =='
well, history isn't important to me....
BI, M.M, SC, A.K, EKO, BC, Moral....
I hope I can get A for those subjects... 
During the days of examination, I can't sleep well....
especially for last night....
the day before the SC paper....
headache let me cant concentrate in my study...
I tried to slp at 10pm, but I lied on the bed until 1am juz slept a while....
1.50am woke up....
really cant sleep.... ><
woke up and do my revision until 4.30am....
thn just slept until 6.30am.... went to school loh~ 


Well, hope me all the best bah~ ^^

♂我相信，你是可以没有我～♂

Saturday(27.11.2010)

原本现在这个时候的我应该在温习当中的，
谁知道因为一些失误要找朋友帮忙，
就开了电脑想看看有谁在上线……
不知不觉开了开部落格来看，
进了某个女生的部落看见了许多照片……
其一的合照竟然有他的存在……
这次的我不再像上次一样伤心，失望，
而是……绝望！


其实我真的以为自己放下了，真的……
可是不知道为什么总爱去关心他的事～
我总觉得现在的我已经不是真正的我了～
前天原本约了他去一起晚餐的，
可是他竟然忘了这件事……
约过这么多次，但我们似乎没应过约～
这次我也不例外，因此我劝自己别抱这么大的期望～
可是就是不知道为什么头脑怎么这么叛逆？
期望总是这么高～
到头来，伤得只有自己……
虽然我很生气，眼泪就快从眼眶跳出来了，
但我还是忍，说“没关系！”
我没有哭！我曾告诉自己“林珮珺是不会轻易为男生掉泪的。”
我做到了！虽然很辛苦，但只不过是一阵子，我能的～


那天过后，我没再找他了～
我觉得他不重视我这个朋友～
可是，他是否知道我是多么重视他这个朋友？
我在msn主题说“其实我很生气你～”
我没有预测到他竟然会上线，
他看见了～　他连忙道歉～
当时因为我自己驾车出去了，没看见留言～
回来时，他已经下线了～
但我依然没有回复他……
在面子书，之前删除了他作为我的朋友，
今次是他第二次主动加回我……
但至今我都还没有接受……


昨夜，他发了一封信息给我～
我没有回复～十二时，他和我说晚安～　
我对着电话好久，看着他对我说的晚安～
究竟我该不该回复？
结论是，我放下了电话，出去客厅了～
没有回复～
我已经不再打算找他了，
因为我觉得他……没有了我也一样！
我越是重视他，就让我越觉得难过……
既然他不懂得珍惜，也没有必要逗留在他身边，
为他做任何事情了……
我选择了……放弃！
我放弃这个知己，这位知心朋友～
虽然有个朋友告诉我说，如果是他，他肯定不会放弃～
就当我做错选择，选择放弃你～


也许，你真的可以没有我吧～　
我失去了以前的漂亮……
我失去了以前的自信……
我失去了以前的勇敢……
我失去了以前的独立……
大考过后出国回来的林珮珺，
我要我的优点全部回来找我，
而不是我去找你们……

◆ I can't sleep~ ◆

Thursday(19.11.2010)

12.59am right now, however I can't sleep at all....

My tuition class started from 7pm until 10pm,

after that I went back to my home.....

I sat down, and continued my revision~ 

dek dak dek dak......

12am~ I felt tired and I kept my book and prepared to go to my bed....

I closed eyes........

Oh, shit!!! Can't sleep~ I don't know why also.....

Well, don't waste my time again! I woke up and took up my English paper~

SPM is coming, but the "mood" haven't come yet.....

Oh, my god!!! Can't like that lah....

Study Study Study..... ><

Haiz~ Hope I can get up earlier tomorrow and do my revision loh~

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睡不着也是有原因的吧~

闭上眼总是会想回那些画面~

或许是前天和姐聊天时说起吧~

想了想，的确是满好笑的~

还记得那天他带我出去吃东西，

有个女生穿着很性感的哦~

在柜台付钱，于是我就眼睛看了一下他~

哈哈~他望一眼就不望了……

虽然如此，还是给我拉耳朵~ =)

我就拉着他耳朵说“你在看哪里？”

他就说“没有耶~ 我看着达咯~ 真的没有看啦~”

然后他就转过来看着我算了~

有够白痴的~ 不过……

快乐时光怎么可能留得住啊？

就让它随风而送吧~

回忆，就乖乖留在我脑袋吧~

绝对不会让你跑掉的~^^

(死咯！我看我应该是嫁不出了~) =P

介绍一首歌吧~

林峰---- 直到你不找我

记得当时谁路过秒针忽然停顿过

气温湿度曾骤变太多

记忆不停重叠过你的表情提示过

爱的可能是我

想法太乱幻觉太多

疑虑很大直到说不清楚

心算太慢但仍然算错

找对人偏错过

直到开始想喜欢我

直到终於不喜欢我

直到碰上一个逃避一个

追不上躲不过

直到开始找不到我

直到终於不想找我

直到你擦身过才认得我

彼此也在折磨像当初

想法太乱直觉对麽

疑虑很大直到爱不清楚

当这世上全怀疑我错

总有人相信我

直到开始想喜欢我

直到终於不喜欢我

直到碰上一个逃避一个

追不上躲不过

直到开始找不到我

直到终於不想找我

直到你擦身过才认得我

彼此也在折磨像当初

❤ Happy Graduation of our Secondary School life in 2010 ❤

Friday(12.11.2010)

wow.....

5 years again!!!!

The time passed like thunder....

Well, tell my friends here,

I will miss you all always....

Thanks for my friends who are always take care of me and help me at all~

we took a lot of photos in school....

Let us take a look..... ^^

♫ My Best Friends ♫

♫ Yee, me and Yee also ♫

♫ 5A7 Girls ♫

♫ Me ♫

♫ Dear and me ♫

 ♫ 志趣相投的friend♫

  ♫ smile smle~ ♫ 

♫ Yeah~ ♫

okay~ and more photos, pls look at my facebook bah~ ^^ 

Happy Graduation~ ^^ 

  

   

   

♀ SPM is coming~ ♀

Saturday(30.10.2010)

Didn't update my blog for a long time~
However, I'm waiting for my "new" life now~ 
Come and let you see my result of Trial SPM,

B.I-A

PM-A

EKO-A

BC-A

B.M-B

SC-B

AK-B

MM-C

SJ-C

4A3B2C,
432, ABC~
Nice!!! ^^
I like my result for this time~ 
I hope I can get a good result in my SPM~ ^^

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今天一个人在新家~
看戏、温习、跑步~
不错的心情~
当我跑步回来后，上了上网，
心情立刻360度转！
删除再删除……
所有的所有……
不管什么信息，什么记忆，都删除~
今天是最后一天的放肆，
今天后的我，就是全心全意在考试了~
INTI和Nilai，我暂时还是选择INTI,
因为自己的一些私人感觉，导致不想进Nilai~
我喜欢在学校与朋友的时候，
那时候的我，真的什么都不记得，
只是懂得笑~
当我自己一个人的时候就会乱想东西……
好像快点考完试，出国去~
最好一去，不回……
永远留在国外~

★ My Trial Exam already finished~ long time no see everyone~ ｡◕‿◕｡ ☆

Friday(15.10.2010)

Hello, my friends~ How are you all??

朋友们，好久不见了~

我似乎好久都没上来了~

现在是凌晨12.15，

突然心血来潮想update update我的部落~

不知道久未见的朋友过得还好吗？

我呢，预考已经结束了~

相信大家都累了吧~ ｡◕‿◕｡

原本我满开心考完试的，

但今天补习时，听见老师说“距离5个星期就是你们SPM大考了~

我们一定要多加练习。”

老师的话，惊醒了正在为考试完毕游梦中的我……

因此，我不会再有所松懈，

我要在我中学的最后一次的考试里，

考获辉煌的成绩！！！

来说说我近日的状况吧~

考试期间，补习、温习是少不了的。

我还几乎败于病魔手中呢~

侥幸，我撑得住……

现在好多了~ ｡◕‿◕｡

为了考试，身上带着不少压力，

让我皮肤伤得不能再伤~

现在是我养颜的时候了~

呵呵……

我对这次自己筹备预考的态度十分满意~

因为我真的是放完所有心机在考试里，

电话，电脑都抛一边去~

今天的economic(经济学),

如我所愿，从B+进入A-,

有进步，有进步……

哈哈哈……

我的开心，真的发自内心~

虽然只派了3科，

但这3科都比之前的大大进步了~

真的要感谢协助我的朋友以及老师们，

当然自己的努力是少补了的~

现在我们在校可空闲了呢~

女生的我们，当然是聊八卦咯……

说说以后要弄什么头发啊~

打算去哪间学院之类的~

什么发型？我保留……

希望可以变得更漂亮啦~｡◕‿◕｡ 

学院呢~ 家人是有所建议啦~

但我还不想这么快下决定，

先考虑清楚再说吧…… 

考完SPM, 我要来个大改革!!!

哇哈哈哈…… 

发型要改，

电话要换，

身材要改,

人格也要改……

能改就改!!!! ｡◕‿◕｡ 

改到最棒~

 哈哈~ 不过，尽量啦~

本性始终难移，我会取长补短，

让自己活得更美好~

(是大S姐说的啦~) =P

好啦~ 我该去睡了~

待成绩出炉了，

我再向朋友们报道哟~

晚安…… ｡◕‿◕｡

❤ My last blog post before SPM Trial exam~ ❤

Friday(17/9/2010)

预考期限剩几天罢了~

我到底温习了吗？ 不知道~

总觉得自己被烦恼缠着，

读不进脑~

可是，别担心！

因为我林珮珺是个不轻易许下诺言的人，

在此，我决定定下承诺，

这次考试势必尽我所能，

得到4个苹果！！！

我的努力不会白费的~

今天的我，突然很感触~

我很想试问我的朋友们，

你们朋友虽多，但……

你们是否有个能够知道你在想什么，

能够与你分享快乐与难过事物经历的朋友呢？

如果有，你真的幸运了~

你务必珍惜这位朋友，知道吗？

人生得一知己，死而无憾！

我朋友不多，但我不觉得难过，

因为我有的是知心朋友！

当然，这些人当中

只有一个人才是真正了解我~

这个朋友与我经历不少事情~

我第一次出外工作，

他陪伴我，教导我~

逐渐地，我们在短短的时间里成为很要好的朋友~

每当我有什么开心的事，

第一时间告诉的就是这位朋友~

每当我有什么不高兴，

第一时间告诉的还是这位朋友~

在此，我很想告诉这位朋友说，

有你，我的世界会更精彩！

有你支持，我永不怕失败！

不管发生什么事，我希望我俩的友谊永固~

即使大家恋爱了，依然守护着对方，

当他一辈子的好朋友~

我……永远珍惜你！

当然，还有我现在的好朋友，

我也会珍惜你们的~