Wednesday, December 15, 2010

◇ My conclusion in my life of year 2010 ◇

Tuesday(14.12.2010)

Today, I have a lot of free time....
decided to write my blog....
and tell all my friends about all of my life in 2010....。◕‿◕。

Life 
For those the days, I lived in an unhealthy life...
The first, I almost slept in midnight about 2-5am,
and I woke up at 9-11am....
this made me got many pimples.....>.<
Actually I don't know what kind of life for me now???
Everyday....everyday....
I don't know what I think about!
Except examination,I just can concentrate on it~
I hope after 2010, I won't be like that again~

★ School 
Already last....
My last paper for SPM! 
YES! 。◕‿◕。
After SPM, I quite busy....
I need to take a car exam,
and oversea wif mom,
after come back, I need to prepare for my college~
However, keep my mood and try my best~
Hope my SPM result will be good!

♫ My mood 
I can 100% say that for this year, my mood is totally bad and bad~ 
Don't ask me why, because I wanna ask my friends about the reason also~
trouble and trouble~
my friends trouble for their things, and me trouble for my mind~
I wouldn't tell you more at here~
Just already passed, don't think too much~

Tonight, I'm very unhappy~
I just finished the exam for SPM....the last second paper...
I played computer in the afternoon, 
I thought: hmm.... very good~ a very good mood today~ can rest more and play more~
6pm slept until 8pm, I went to my cousin house.....
9pm, went back to my home....
when I sat in front of my computer, my father.....
bra~ bra~ bra~
He made me felt very unhappy.....
He said I din't understand about him.....
I really wan to ask: Aren't you understand me also???
NO! They don't!!!!
everything,
DON'T!!!!
he doesn't about my feeling.....
I also wanna to ask " Who understand my feeling??? "
I really can't "tahan"~
I cried out....
in my room.....
My dad din't know because I adjusted the volume of my computer to the highest~
He couldn't hear....
I called someone, and he came to my house and accom me went out....
I'm very thx for him because he understood about me, and he cared about me also....

After that, I really din't want to go back my home, he knew that I haven't take my dinner,
so he fetched me went to take my dinner....
We chatted together.....
For this time wasn't same wif last time that went out wif bbt.....
the feelings same like before....
very comfortable....
He told me that he wanna to go to college next year,
can't meet him always le.....
when I unhappy, must take care myself....
actually I know, I couldn't want him accom me always....
I need to take care myself....
Something that I don't understand also...
I don't understand who I do not bear with his depart from here....
If we never borke up, I believe that we would be the top couple until now....
well, he is my best friend~
thx a lot for him.....

And I'm very apologize to him also.....
due to he fetched me went out, then got a "saman"....=='
RM50, minum teh loh.....
but I must give back to him, if not, I really don't dare to date him any more....
so sorry to him here.....
For me, unhappy, I got him.....
For him, I wanna to tell him, when you unhappy, tell me also.....
I accom u!
Don't scare to hurt me any more, I can tell you, I'm nothing.....

Next, preparing for last paper...
I can't sleep late any more.....
whether I don't feel tired....
I don't want to pimples follow me jor.... >.<
And must wake up earlier....
can't sleep over 10am.....

I must succeed!!! gayao, everyone in the last paper!

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