❤Car Examination❤

Tuesday(21.12.2010)

今天的我，很累很累……
简直累到不会说~
一早起床(已经很迟睡了)>.<, 准备去考车~
不错啦~ 不需要等很久……
Mountain, parking, 2 point turn......
3个过完~ 刚开始吓到我和几个刚认识的女生，
很多人一上山就fail了……
我一上车，深呼吸……
继续!!!! 
哇hand brek
紧到死咯~ >.< 我还要两只手拉哦~
parking我竟然过叻~ 我还记得师傅批我过不到的~
哈哈哈哈哈 ……
其他都不错啦~ 懂pass了，心都安心了~


没有照片，也是要去拍～
嗨～又搭车去妈妈公司，妈妈说带我去拍，顺便回家～
好咯～拍了照，又拿回去中心那里～
过后才回家～
累啊!!!! 一冲好凉，立刻躺下睡觉哦～


发觉自己跟我那位知己没什么话题了～
就连信息，他也开始学会不回复了～
大概是知己缘的寿命将结束吧～
算吧～一切随缘了～
反正有一天关心他的工作不再需要我去做了～
终于考完试了～放下了心头大石～
现在的我就是狂出街!!!!! >.<
哈哈哈……
今天累了～不多说～
得空再上来吧～

◇ My conclusion in my life of year 2010 ◇

Tuesday(14.12.2010)

Today, I have a lot of free time....
decided to write my blog....
and tell all my friends about all of my life in 2010....｡◕‿◕｡

❤ Life ❤

For those the days, I lived in an unhealthy life...

The first, I almost slept in midnight about 2-5am,

and I woke up at 9-11am....

this made me got many pimples.....>.<
Actually I don't know what kind of life for me now???
Everyday....everyday....
I don't know what I think about!
Except examination,I just can concentrate on it~
I hope after 2010, I won't be like that again~

★ School ★
Already last....
My last paper for SPM! 
YES! ｡◕‿◕｡
After SPM, I quite busy....

I need to take a car exam,

and oversea wif mom,

after come back, I need to prepare for my college~

However, keep my mood and try my best~

Hope my SPM result will be good!

♫ My mood ♫

I can 100% say that for this year, my mood is totally bad and bad~ 

Don't ask me why, because I wanna ask my friends about the reason also~

trouble and trouble~

my friends trouble for their things, and me trouble for my mind~
I wouldn't tell you more at here~

Just already passed, don't think too much~

Tonight, I'm very unhappy~

I just finished the exam for SPM....the last second paper...

I played computer in the afternoon, 

I thought: hmm.... very good~ a very good mood today~ can rest more and play more~

6pm slept until 8pm, I went to my cousin house.....

9pm, went back to my home....

when I sat in front of my computer, my father.....

bra~ bra~ bra~

He made me felt very unhappy.....

He said I din't understand about him.....

I really wan to ask: Aren't you understand me also???

NO! They don't!!!!
everything, DON'T!!!!

he doesn't about my feeling.....

I also wanna to ask " Who understand my feeling??? "

I really can't "tahan"~

I cried out....

in my room.....

My dad din't know because I adjusted the volume of my computer to the highest~

He couldn't hear....

I called someone, and he came to my house and accom me went out....

I'm very thx for him because he understood about me, and he cared about me also....

After that, I really din't want to go back my home, he knew that I haven't take my dinner,

so he fetched me went to take my dinner....

We chatted together.....

For this time wasn't same wif last time that went out wif bbt.....

the feelings same like before....

very comfortable....

He told me that he wanna to go to college next year,

can't meet him always le.....

when I unhappy, must take care myself....

actually I know, I couldn't want him accom me always....

I need to take care myself....

Something that I don't understand also...

I don't understand who I do not bear with his depart from here....

If we never borke up, I believe that we would be the top couple until now....

well, he is my best friend~

thx a lot for him.....

And I'm very apologize to him also.....

due to he fetched me went out, then got a "saman"....=='

RM50, minum teh loh.....

but I must give back to him, if not, I really don't dare to date him any more....

so sorry to him here.....

For me, unhappy, I got him.....

For him, I wanna to tell him, when you unhappy, tell me also.....

I accom u!

Don't scare to hurt me any more, I can tell you, I'm nothing.....

Next, preparing for last paper...

I can't sleep late any more.....

whether I don't feel tired....

I don't want to pimples follow me jor.... >.<

And must wake up earlier....

can't sleep over 10am.....

I must succeed!!! gayao, everyone in the last paper!

❤A happy day~ ❤

Thursday(10.12.2010)

Now is 2.41am....
I'm updating my blog... ^^
I went to Green Apple cafe yamcha with Lau Yang, Jun Yong, Ken Yong and Mun Chun...
Actually we just said wanna yamcha,
how we knew that we went to brem mall and sang K after yamcha.... ><
We went to Green Apple about 8.30pm~
Something happened in the cafe that made me so "Yu....." >.<
we arrived Green Apple and found a sit....
I took up the menu....
The singer looked at me and said,
"wow... so sweet~ u see, the girl can bring 4 boys came out yam cha...."
After saying like that, everyone looked at me at the same time....
Oh, my god!!! ><
I used the menu covered my face as fast as I could..... ><
Sorry loh, was my girl's friends put my aeroplane loh~ 


well, I took a photo wif Yang at Green Apple....

about 10.15pm, we decided to Brem Mall sang k....
wahahaha~ HAPPY!!!!
I quite a long time didn't sing k jor...
5 of us went there together....^^
12.30am just went back home....^^

Yang, Lau Yang and me~ ^^
sing k....^^

Yang and me...^^

Yang "shua" cool....^^

sing together...^^


very happy tonight....
thx for them....^^

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The first week that I din msg with him le...
I din find him, and he din find me also....
The record that we msg for half and a year,
never surpassed a week that din msg....
and today, the record alrdy broke.....
YES!!!!!! ^^
well, he started his busy life.....
Hope him all the best la~ haha....XD
I will care about him all the time even he din msg for me,
coz he is my best friend in boys.....


Gayao la~ I hope u all the best here....
hahha.... he won't know also la.....
he doesn't have my blog address....^^
well, gayao....^^

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SPM, last 2 papers....><
next week, BC!!!
Apple, wait for me ah..... ><


account for today!!
One word: DIED!!!
I did many exercise,
dokumen, perkongsian, penyata.......
every that very hot ques in pass year.....
but for this year.....=='
I took up the paper, and just asked:" what happen oh?? shit man!! 爆冷门啊?" 
==' all of those ques were Akaun akaun akaun......
akaun hutang lapuk, akaun hutang lapuk terpulih.....
what is that????
damn shit loh!!!! ><
went out from the hall, my friends asked me how??
I just replied that DIED!!!!


I dun bother everything now....
BC and economics last 2 papers.....
BC I dunno la.....
but for economics, I want A!!!!!!

❤ Shopping~ ❤

Saturday(4.12.2010)

I went to Sungai Wang and Time Square with my cousin brother yesterday~
Actually I didn't plan anything de....
when I woke up, I felt a bit bad mood and I knew that if I stayed at home,
I was sure that I would think too much....
thn I took up my phone and called my cousin,
we didn't go out quite a long time jor....
1pm, we took bus went to Chowkit and took monorail went to S.W~
Shopping.......lalalalalala~ ^^

out from home.... ^^

arrived S.W~

I'm looking for the beautiful Christmas stage...^^

this is that stage la~ ^^ very nice....

we took a photo 2gether...^^

I like the Christmas tree.... ^^

look carefully, actually the white flowers r very nice~ ^^

eating in Kim Gary....^^

waiting for the food coming....^^

after eating, yam yam cha~ ^^ sweet...

time square has a very big christmas tree....^^

can I dance on the stage?? ^^

雪人~ 我爱你~^^

took a photo while we were waiting for the train....^^
















very tired on that day....
while, thx for Matthew accom me for a whole day~
and let me didn't think so much.... ^^
love u yah~ ^^


Christmas is coming.... I scared on it...
Is it I want to be alone again???
actually I know I hope u can accom me, but u wont know also....
coz he didn't see my blog....
well, even be alone, Happy Merry Christmas everyone~ ^^

◇ What can I do? ◇

Friday(3.12.2010)

Tonight, Im very tired..... very very tired~
even I feel tired right now, but I unable to sleep...
because I know I can't sleep....
whole of my brain is.... him~
Had a gathering with them juz now.....
I'm appreciate for whole the time, really.....
he sat beside me, but the feeling isn't same like before.....
really different~ 
After taking dinner, we went to carrefour and bought something that they wanted....
walked and walked....
As I looked at him, in my heart already told him "I very miss u for those the time...."
we didn't chat like before....
I started to feel sad and sorrow....


I looked at his comment.....
Actually, he texted her every night say "good night"
before, he did like that for me also...
but not now again....
My heart, like want to break....
Something that I have done tonight....
in facebook, I tried to msg her....
I hope she can give him a chance.....
I know that I'm sad when I sent this msg....
but I also know that, when he feels happy equal to I feel happy....
my friends asked me to give up him,give up and give up!!!
I don't know can I do it?
Actually I don wan also.... just because of we r a pair of good bosom friends....


I hate him! Actually I'm very hate him!
angry and angry... when I saw their picture and comments...
but, when he texted me, and said "sry..."
the bad emo will disappear instantly.....
WHY? Who can tell me why??
Actually I already forgot him for a long time....
but, received back his msg, the feelings came back at once....
for now, I don't hope anything....
just hope that I can help him as my best when he needs my help.....
I want him be happy....
before mom asked me " you make him happy, who make u happy?"
I dunno..... I really dunno.... just, tell myself, Jane, be happy....


What can I do?? Can I don wan to bother him??
will he feel unhappy if I dun bother him??
I really wan to know.... but.....
NO ONE can tell me the answer.....

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My SPM, just have last 3 papers....
those 6 papers quite good~ ^^
but, for history, I'm sure I'm going to die... =='
well, history isn't important to me....
BI, M.M, SC, A.K, EKO, BC, Moral....
I hope I can get A for those subjects... 
During the days of examination, I can't sleep well....
especially for last night....
the day before the SC paper....
headache let me cant concentrate in my study...
I tried to slp at 10pm, but I lied on the bed until 1am juz slept a while....
1.50am woke up....
really cant sleep.... ><
woke up and do my revision until 4.30am....
thn just slept until 6.30am.... went to school loh~ 


Well, hope me all the best bah~ ^^