♥ My new life ♥

Sunday(4.9.2011)

Miss here so much.... I know that I didn't come here for a long period~

Blogger, I come back today laaaaaaa~ ^^

All of my friends are having a new life since the college life was started, included me...

Well, I'm going to share my happy trip with everyone here....

I went to Johor with my boyfriend, Jason six days ago....

Johor is his hometown....he hopes to meet his old friends~

Thus, I accompany him....Actually, a girl was going to follow us~

but she had something to do suddenly, so only two of us went there....

The first day, we went to Ironside yamcha, snooker....

Johor street....XD

The second day, they brought me to "Minyak Beku".....

Looking for sunset....

we took a lot of photos there....

 *Seaside*

I like this photo so much....^^

*Beautiful sunset.....*

*My dear dear and me*

stay with him, a lots funny case must happen....

On the second night, he was lying on my leg and reading newspaper....

I asked :"其实你有没有想过以后要男宝宝还是女宝宝啊？"

He said："女生好~ 但是又不可以哦~ 妈妈都5个衣橱了，等下小的又要我不是惨？"

hahhahhahhah.....damn funny!!!! 

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其实，自己的烦恼还真的很多……

妈妈开始不相信我，做什么事情都怀疑~

我开始不喜欢这个家了~ 

我已经逐渐变成一个一回家就进房间，有事才出门去的孩子……

甚少与家人沟通了……

我最讨厌人不相信我，也因此我从来就不喜欢撒谎……

我不希望欺骗相信我的人~

很多时候我真的不知道该怎么办？

我究竟能怎么做？才能安安心心的去谈我的恋爱……

好多时候，我都很羡慕我的朋友~

她们可以跟自己的男朋友去旅行，开开心心地聊天……

而我，连出个门都不能放心……

为什么呢？我真的不知道……

感觉自己好累哦~ 都不知自己在硬撑什么……

我真的好想问我妈妈，究竟她担心的是什么？

我真的给不了安全感妈妈吗？

是我做得不够好吗？ 我还能怎么做？

我真的好想说：你干脆把我锁在家里就好了！

那我也不用想太多了……